" sorry, i'm just so nervous "
NAME;;
fernkit, fernpaw, FERNWATCHER
[FRRN-WAH-T-CHRR]
NAME ORIGIN;;
fern - the colour of his eyes
watcher - his observant persona
RANK;;
young warrior
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AFFILIATION/RESIDENCE;;
windclan
BREED;;
burmese
GENDER/PRONOUNS;;
[demi] male, he/him/his/they/them
SEXUALITY;;
panromantic polysexual [polyamorous]
SIGNIFICANT OTHER;;
sagewhisker [ALIVE, crush, sage]
RELATIONS;;
FAMILY [TBD]
larkfall [ALIVE, close friend, king kaleb!]
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION;;
fernwatcher possesses a lanky and slim frame that carries a thin, pure black pelt over it. he has few, if any, scars that mostly mark his shoulders but have had fur regrow over them. he has an almost dainty figure that towers above some cats. his eyes are a vibrant green and are very large in comparison to his face, also accompanied by a large set of ears. his tail is a bit longer than average, wrapping a little more than once around his paws.
PERSONALITY/TRAITS;;
ANXIOUS + GRACEFUL + LOYAL + COMPASSIONATE
anxious + experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome
from the very beginning, fernwatcher has always been anxious. he dreads and worries over every little thing and often has to separate himself from the clan just to clear his head. he's very jump and always nervous about anything and everything. talking to other cats, patrols, hunting. he even has trouble sleeping for worry of his loved ones.
graceful + having or showing grace or elegance
despite fernwatcher's nervous and jumpy attitude, he is very graceful. if he isn't stuttering, he has a way with kind words and easing others' anxiety as well as his own. this also applies to him physically, he moves very fluidly as if he were walking in water and often carries a confident aura about himself because of this. he excels especially in hunting because of this ability as well.
loyal + giving or showing firm and constant support or allegiance to a person or institution
fernwatcher is incredibly loyal, to the point it sometimes collides with his anxiety. this applies to every situation, loyal to the clan, clanmates, love interests or mates, etc. although his loyalty is often questioned because of his inability to complete some tasks specifically because of his anxiety, he wouldn't doubt his own loyalty to anything if his life depended on it. he is, quite literally, ride or die when it comes to these things.
compassionate + feeling or showing sympathy and concern for others
because of past struggles, fernwatcher has a deep love for those around him, not just loved ones either. he is kind to everyone and that can often become a problem due to his loyalty, very frequently becoming the middle man between clanmate disputes. if he sees someone down, he will try his best to relieve their burden through sympathy and concern.
DISORDER[S]/DISABILITY[IES];;
anxiety
HISTORY;;
fernwatcher was born in windclan, and was always nervous. from kithood to adulthood, he finds it difficult to speak out and has a horrible stutter when faced with confrontation. he grew up with his family and has a very happy, close bond with them. he excelled in during his apprenticeship through pure will and fear of failure. he earned his name through his observance that he still possesses today.